I always –

“You build it too high to say goodbye
Because you’re not the same as them
But your death, it won’t happen to you
It happens to your family and your friends, I pretend“

“I can hardly speak
And when I try, it’s nothing but a squeak
On the video, living room for small
If you can’t survive, just try”

And I always wanna die.

Sometimes.

Maybe some other day.